Hello there!

Hi Panda,
It's good to see that the day after the chemo you are already able to write. Your tone is more positive than in your last two posts, the targeted fight ahead contributes to the morale! The focus of a targeted fight certainly gives you more control over the situation. That's very good. I liked hearing you determined, aggressive and yet suave as usual. I like to see the Mediterranean you lifting its head and aggressively and angrily fight. It's also good that you let the Anglo-Saxon you keep you positive, optimistic, and always ready to grasp the good of things.
I don't know what would be the best of the two possible outcomes from the CT scans. I don't know what each implies on the long run in terms of getting you as quickly and as effectively as possible to remission, so I don't know what to wish you. I'm sure Dr. Plowman will suggest the best course of action, and will find you very collaborative, whichever the path to take.
Carissima, I miss you. I wish I could be with you and help you heal somehow or just help you vent in your down moments. You're in my thoughts every day. A big hug.